December 2011
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It's an ache I still remember
I could barely make out your face, the room was dark. Your finger’s on my mouth Shhh Your hands gripped tight in the arch of my back, Pulling me in. My face is close to yours now, I can smell the liquor on your breath. This is why we can’t hang out
Funny how things work out. Only yesterday I thought I would never see you again. Now, I can smell you on my skin. I can see the way you look at me, and I, look at you just the same. I find myself wanting something I can’t have.
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Cuckoo
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen the creases of your cheeks rise up as you smile, or seen the oceanic movements of your hands as you speak. The feeling of our skin together, on that small bed that wasn’t even yours. The passing streetlights, too afraid to hold my hand. What would everyone say? Peanut butter on bread Hidden kisses in the stairwell I found comfort in the...
I knew nothing of romance, but it was love at...
I’m moody. I get angry at the things I can’t control. I cry because I can. I can be passive aggressive. I yell sometimes. I don’t have the perfect body. I’m a mess. I’m nothing close to an ideal girlfriend. But here you are, loving me for all I am. I’m sorry I take you for granted sometimes. I love you.
I've been a bad bad girl. I've been careless with...
What I need is a good defense, ‘cuz I’m feeling like a criminal.
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bitter nothings.
The smell of smoke surrounds us as you take the cigarette from your mouth and exhale. There is something so pleasant about the cloudy room, and my skin pressed against yours. You look at me with a distant look, your eyes no longer filled with love as they used to. I kiss you, unwilling to believe how disconnected we’ve become. The sun is about to rise. With my back to yours , it takes all of...
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shit.
So here I am again, looking back on things I can’t quite remember. The memories are blurred, but I try hard to remember the details. It’s not as nice in the memories as it was in the present. Maybe I’m filling in gaps with things I don’t enjoy to make it less wanted. I’m tired of thinking of all the things that could have been. I pretend I’m content...
I need a shower. I have an unnecessary amount of prints for my final in photo. and about 15 sheets of photo paper. thank fucking god my paycheck was more than expected. we got into a huge fight last night regarding the one thing we always fucking fight about. you don’t understand, but you never will. you’re too stubborn to realize what you’ve done. i’m getting way too tired...
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