how is it fair that i have to be alone night after night.
how is it fair that I’m in an almost flawless relationship and we can’t be together.
how is it fair that couples who fight all the time and aren’t even happy can be with one another and i can’t.
I’m in love with a man and he loves me.
He loves every last one of my flaws and I love every one of his.
The only time we get angry at one another, it’s because we can’t be together.
It’s not fair, but that’s life right?

45 days.